tears on my pillow

the perfection of love makes up for the
imperfection of man

those words said in a moment of angery
will cause an eternity of anguish.

i couldnt breathe
couldnt utter a single word
my entire world overturned in the blink of an eye
a mushroom shaped cloud in the sky
all thats left is just emptiness
debris strewn all over the ground
flames mockingly dancing
slowly swollowing up everything in sight

i can only stand by and watch helplessly
my physical wounds are stinging
but its inconsequential
because the pain in my heart is infinitely more intense
if i had my way
i wish i could just disintegrate right into nothing

i'll kill the nutcracker
come back to civilisation
come back home.
come back to me